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[Nov. 10th, 2009|11:57 pm] |
first of all, im really sorry for what happen tonight...
I know im too sensitive...
but this emotional breakout is accumulated and not just what happened at that very moment...
And i swear, this is the very first time i walk away from friends...
or rather team mates...
i hope im not oversensitive and i hope what they say are true...
National team is my goal, my dream...
and now im here...
i really hope i could play well...
and well, basketball is not a solo game...
its a team game...
so, i feel that i really need to blend in or what so ever...
but i feel like im sucha left out...
im trying to please and compromise...
trying to be Mr Nice...
trying my best to just go to all the gatherings...
but still, i failed...
i feel that im not accepted...
i duno...
this has gone through my mind for months...
im sensitive till the extend where minor actions make me think super lot!
i know i maybe oversensitive...
but i just couldnt help it...
im here posting my feelings to all...
because i think i got to explain for what i did today...
im not sure if blogging out is the right choice...
but i only dare to blog out my feelings...
and i know most of you do read friends entries...
plus, i really duno how to face all of you now...
im sorry...
Im sorry for you guys having to chase after me, especially Jm and Mn...
i just dwan to show you guys that emotional berserk Tina Toh...
And now i know i got this two friends who really care...
im really glad...
Im sorry, people...
im very sorry...
please dun empathize on me...
(JM told me this)
just be yourself...
if u dislike just dislike, like just like...
im not a perfect someone, so its normal for some people to dislike me...
i will learn to accept it...
gdnite, people...
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[Nov. 10th, 2009|02:10 am] |
Losing someone really important in life...
How does it feels??
im feeling it now...
though its just for a week...
but still, im suffering...
:( |
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[Oct. 21st, 2009|01:31 am] |
i miss 8s...
meet up soon, guys... |
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[Oct. 21st, 2009|01:16 am] |
People! this is really cool!
New sign-in system for our FYP module!
Scanning of the palm...
3 times a day...
9-10am, 12-2pm, 4-6pm...
miss one of them, considered absent!!
and this starts on the next week officially...
How cool is it?!
get to know it today after Carine told me!
Cause i haven gone to school yet!
HAHA!
FUCK TT SYSTEM!
its either i get my hand chopped off, or....
i wake up every morning to do palm scanning exercise!
FUCK LA!!!!!
kill me pls....
im already a pon-school-addict!
lol... |
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[Oct. 18th, 2009|01:50 am] |
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i promised that 20 points will should be back... |
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[Oct. 18th, 2009|01:44 am] |
it was totally amazing tt coach let us play game when all of our face sulk up...
played a game...
and then rugby...
OMG...
and i dint noe rugby can be sooooooo rough!!!
WORSE THAN BBALL!!!
just grab and fight for that damn ball...
but still...
it was fun
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